Arf i missed OUT on one day!
not jus anyday. MY BIRTHDAY!... waaaa...

ah.. nvm.
better like this..

so on 12 dec im awake till midnite. and i get my first wishes! yay! colin of course first to wish me, on the upstairs bed, wad dya expect. den grace (ur second!) sms. and den i got calls on mi hp. from marie, n interuptin her, gobi.. haha..

well den i sleep.

so my bdae is as-per-(annum)-normal.
not mundane in any sense. jus tt normal saves a lot of explanations.

anw we had lunch in j8. pammy carol auntina and colin, deebs, n mum.. and followed soon afterward, (soon bcos of shopping and digesting) by swensens ice crem! yay!!

i was reli tired la.. for some reason.. anw.. so we go back and watch HP3, deebs's bdae prezzie. yay!

den was de cake cutting ceremony. the quiet family one. which is good. haha

anw.. now i got a chalet to go for... not overnite most prob.. haha.. okie.. ciao!

Weeee!!!

Finally im back home.. i was at de chalet for past few days. wed, thurs, fri, and of course saturday mornin'... and was so cool..

I mean like jus hang out with the "unit". familie..! cuz's.

So how was it? on wednesday was jus a normal chalet day. i.e. play with cousins jon, jackie, stevie. altho i say its a normal chalet day, it doesnt take away any lafter or fun-ness of it la.. jus normal as in 'wat should be expected of a typical chalet day lah'.

well, tt was said to point out that in saying that, thursday would be considered an atypical chalet day. cos my frenz came over. namely naf, keegan, chunmin, marie, n jz... so ya.. but was fun la.. of course it will be. wat we did? monopoly! n cycling while the sun still shone too. and ironically though throughout the three days it kept threatening to rain, it nvr did. n the first drops were finally felt on the last night, while we were all safely snuggled in our cosy beds.

oh anw im jumping the gun.

oh ya on that "frens-day" gobi n norman were supposed to come, but norman didnt hv enuf time to make it there la, or he was slightly under the weather, or both la.. n gobi, well, dunno la.. mb he got lost.. in a time portal or smthg.. haha.. but no problem.. there wouldnt hv been much to do anw..

time portal i say cos he called me at 12 NOON on 10 dec! wishing me happy bdae.. bit weird.. time portal? bleh.. haha.. "P.S. gobi can u explain this to me if u read this? thx.. hahaha.."

anw on friday i had badminton training in the afternoon. but not much trouble in a five minute walk to school.. och.. nvr felt that before man.. jus get up, 5-10 min walk along the beach to sch.. so convenient.. man i'll miss that..

so i had to leave early, cos there was party after that, n had to get a quick ride back hopefully, n santosh was there, so i borrowed a bike la.. SC good la, rent out bikes.. och wait.. nvm, no talk abt that taboos subject here.

n i used that bike to go cycling wif da guys.. jon n jackie n steven i mean. n went further than before.. towards 0-pt, as i soon learnt afterwards, the point that says zero kilometers. Zero-point!. ingenius.. haha..

anw the party was after that, n after it ended there was excess food, shared among the pple, n so we hv food for todays lunch, but again im jumping ahead here.

so we wanted to cheong the nite. without a shutting of the eyes, but some of my 'cheonging-partners' lost the will after some time, n well, eventually conked out. so ya.. too bad.. no cheonging partners, n so i oso say goodnite la. plus the rain provided such a wonderful sophophoric feel.. how not to sleep?

bah.. anw.. nthg much missed by sleeping. in the morning had to rush to sch to return the bike, and soon after that, check out. btw this is today morning. n then wat we do when we go home? all the necessities tt were unable to be done in the chalet. leave tt to ur imagination.. bleh

and a mass clean up of the house. tt was too pretty necessary. ya.

and so its a normal saturday, n as a family, or rather few members in the family we end up watching home videos, some of us more likely. others tended to play cards or smthg, perhaps as a hangover from chalet fever.. bleh.. hahahaha...

n then so on and so forth, n here i am. after a chalet break.

next chalet: badminton chalet - 14-16 dec, probably go one day. mb stay one night. not sure at all.. haha.. over and out~!

PS my bdae is 13-dec!

yay!!!

Singapore draw with hosts Vietnam in 2004 tiger cup. great news for all those who still faithfully support singapore national futball team, a gradually dwindling number...

and i realise i was waving the indonesian flag while shouting on for singapore. kinda similar rite? the two flags i mean..

but considering we played like shit, good la

oh.. i better go sleep early today.. got chalet tmr!! yay!!!

adieu!

WaLkAbOuT

today is 6 dec though my watch tells me its the 5th. im still figuring out how to operate my watch.. bah.. shouldnt hv thrown the manual away lorz..
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i wake up early in the morning, the sun has already risen to shine the whole sky. well, whats new, i hv been waking up past 10 for the past few days.
yay! appam! eat....

how must go out at 1.00. meet jen n wz.. we going to watch a movieeee
without a paddle.

but bishan don hv the show...

so we hv to go down south. not that i mind or anything. so ps it is.. plaza singapura, dhoby ghout, the show's at 2.50 btw.. and so we hv to eat at Mac. cos WZ like mac. n everywhere else is crowded to packing point. n i get my NZ souvenir too! keychain! wif a little kiwi on it..

DUH its from NZ =P.. u wont find a 'roo on it.

so the show is like at 2.50 pm. but i think it started at 3.15 in the end. but in the premovie advertisments theres a mention abt fall, n miss WZ asks me wat's "fall", n da guy next to me, goodness knows whu it is, answers. bleh... "autumn". jen ought to hv answered first rite? she noes it personally. bah.. haha.. funny moment.

so the movie goes on.. n on.. its quite nice. interesting and funny at the same time.

and on we go..

now finally the kopitiam is empty. great, cos im hungry. fried kway teow is cheap, makan time! (wah as i write this i getting hungry!)

and walk on...
and on...

now time to go home. so we take mrt. back home. yay!

end of outing!

and so i come home doing the usual boring thing of going online. i don wan monopoly.

oh btw chalet coming soon. wednesday. two days time!!! yay!!!

all is organised. hopefully... yesh.. oh tmr i hv to wake up early.. got to do GP in the morning with popss.. haha... so better sleep early!! adieu!

Sumhow i think i m screwing up my social life more and more and more jus as time passes. why? dont ask me.. hmm maybe i jus cant let go of wat i had had last year. and perhaps i jus dont adapt to change sufficiently quickly.. bah...

i think pple now hv begun to hate me, or at least dislike me. and i m feeling it openly now. worse still my practicality comes in. sumhow it doesnt perhaps bother me as much as it ought to.. which is sad..

am i overpractical? its not as though i dont like it.. which is a bit part of the problem. practicality gets me through things. why should i turn against this attribute? haiz.. i dont want to lose what i had. but whether i can hold on, or even if i should, now begins to be a doubt.

theres a great turning point in my course of life. a can sense it. the change is imminent. inevitable too. they say embrace change. but what if its change for the worse. i believe in myself enough to trust its not a change for the better. hmm.. i oughtnt.

realise it now. believe in myself? not a good idea.

so embrace it? i guess... avoid the past? or accept it?

argh.. so confused. n i think well im better off forgetting it. ya.. neither avoid nor accept. bleh..

now watching lotr... nthg to do now ba.. pple whu usually r online n i talk to r not here. some in philippines. no names mentioned. hahaha.. bleh whatever..

i think i'd better get a decent rest. then i'll forget these problems. things forgotten do not hurt. haha.. ya.. guess tts my policy..

ok rest time.. over and out.

hihoz..

i hv needed one whole day to recharge my batteries after the chalet. spent much of yesterday asleep.

how is it that so many pple jus suddenly can get so depressed all of a sudden.. i donno.. i mean.. pple who normaly seem so cheerful and happy.

anyway.. some wonder why liverpool played with a lack of dire ambition last night. i'll tell them now. its not bcos we lack consistency. its bcos we were playing with foresight that there is an ABSOLUTELY vital champions league encounter at anfield coming up very soon. okie? okay.

blah.. now that that's over and said with.. what else was there to say.

oh ya..

i think monday im going out to bishan wid wz and jen.. well fun to see jen after goodness knows how many mths.. but too bad she not bringing her cute little sister.. pllleeeez if u read this, bring her?
haha..

bah boring la.. come back at night. buaiz..

okieeee.. im back from 4/1 chalet now.. ya.. so how was it so far?

listen on...

ok day ONE:
arrived at chalet early cos we had to get stuff for the bbq la.. i brought loads of stuff in my badminton bag. Note to self: do NOT bring a badminton bag to a chalet again. bring a backpack. its much more convenient. So that was that. didnt bring risk in the end... too much of a risk if no one played and anw there was no space in my bag nor strength in my hands to haul that massive excuse for a board game to one of the most godforsaken (not to mention man-forsaken too) places on this meagre island.

Wat are the most likely things one would find in a 4/1 chalet? mahjong playing pples (of both races and all genders - 3 genders and two races btw)? Bridge freaks? what not.

idol freaks were what it was filled with the first night. a band of two musketeers (graceful chunmin) cheered everytime sylvester got on stage. a single voice (shrieking one at that too) screamed when taufik took to stage, and soon was joined by two latecomers, all acknowledging the fact that sly probably would do better as taiwanese idol.

by now u probably noe whu i was subtly rooting for. subtly so as not to incur the full wrath of the lovely miss wang =). no offence k? haha.. but honestly, i think well, sly didnt sing a song he was suited for. perhaps not until he sang that chinese song la.. whatever it was. so i voted thrice for taufik.

and thus, jus as our first president was malay. our first idol is too. no comment.

not much competition on the finals day though, so well... ya. duh..

so ended the idol fever blazing thru our nation. and our chalet for that fact. though we could hear taufik and sly chants from neigbouring chalets. and of course, disgruntled sly fans refusing to talk to me anymore =). play bridge for summore till 4 am tt day. hmm...

its getting reli late now. day two once dawn breaks. adieu~!

bleh.. so morning has broken and i return to continue my tale.

day TWO:
Lets assume that a day begins at 4.oo am. otherwise it would be weird as a day supposedly begins at 12.00 midnite, but theres no significant detail to border between day one and day two at 12.00 midnite. hmmm understood that? if not, nvm. neither do i.

SO at 4 am we went for a short walk. perhaps to changi village, or perhaps to changi airport. both are near, so we believe. we walk on.

we reach a main road. xilin ave. left towards changi airport. right, changi village. which one? we consider, and reach a decision. by general consensus we travel towards changi airport. all our purposes seem fullfilled by going there. Nice chics for gobi, makan place for some of us, peeing place for others, and watering hole for even others. perfect place. we move on...

shariza continues to take pictures. weird ones.

oh no. the road is blocked. gobi says we could get caught by police, leading to parents being informed, which of course means 'DIE!'. or of course we could get flattened by one of the many speeding monster trucks plying their trade along that lonely road which also means 'DIE!!'. onli literally this time.

so we turn back. but not towards chalet. its too early, and we're still hungry. wait! there's still changi village. perfect to go for breakfast at a kopitiam at changi village right? brilliant. jus walk on. time check. 5.oo am. we hv been walking for one hour? preposterous, i say. but true. nvr mind. keep walking. we sing while we walk. well. croak maybe. well ruixia is the onli one whu can sing. so ya.. nvm.. we jus walk.

oh no. (again) hey little doggie... BARK! WOOF! GROWL!, it replies. we hv met a dog-end to our adventure. good doggie.
we back off.. slowly. the doggie still on the otherside of the road. but its free. we back off some more. remain calm, i say. i tell shariza not to scream. cos she tends to do that.

okie.. we trudge back towards the chalet. a premature conclusion to our morning escapade. time check: 6am. serious? well i guess not that premature then. 2 hour walk. with purpose, without produce.

we sleep as soon as we get back to the chalet.

i awake uncomfortably. time check: 8.15. i hv slept for about 1 hr 30 min. everyone else is still in slumberland. i brush teeth. i exit the bathroom, and then see pple awakening. today person whu slept the shortest is myself. 1.5 hours. longest: irvin. way over 8 hours, on his own personal bed. respect..

we go out for lunch. at bedok. shawiza's home town.

lunch food: nasi ayam. i.e. chicken rice. bah.. i think wat man...

so we go back to tanah merah to take shuttle bus.
hey.. wait.. the bus is leaving without us. he didnt even bother to look at us. stoopid fella man.. bah.. okie.. we hv to resort to taxi. 6 pple. on the way home!

we play pool/ bowling. damn fun.

3.15 shariza leaves, not alone though. sherlene leaves too..

now we watch incredibles. goodness noes wat gobi n irvin are up to. but i think this chalet lacks those outdoor kinda guys. like jasper and kunrong. yaddayaddayadda. so they're bored stiff.
i m more indoor kind. so i watch incredibles.

then after it ends we go out. all of us. but in the end we split up. gobi and irvin want to go to changi airport and do fun things. the rest more indoor kind, as i said before. but i join gobi and irvin. partly bcos its sad to go two pple.. partly bcos i want to see the haunted passageway, but mainly cos i want to go out hv a little plain stupid fun. haha..

we go changi airport, hv burger king dinner at the viewing mall. and then we go randomly waving at pple leaving singapore. its fun seeing those pple's faces u noe.. but the problem. no chics have turned up yet. so well, u can guess gobi's appetite has not been fed, though his stomach is full. but im tired. i hv to go home. so we take taxi back. but its still early.

i stay awake a bit. but my mind is reali tired now. i go to the girls room, where there was a contest of possesion for the bed. i jus settle for the blanket. and lie on the floor.

day THREE.

As i awake, i see onli three figures in the bed. the three girls - graysie chunmin n yanchun. bleh.. i go downstairs. n see the rest of the guys. all sound asleep.

again. nthg to do. so i jus brush teeth n pack my bags.

come ten thirty the guy comes to lock up the chalet. and we leave the chalet.

eleven thirty, and we're on the bus bound for tanah merah. and then a simple mrt train ride sends us all home.

so concludes our wonderful adventure. now for the next chalet upcoming. haha..

adieu~!

yay! today im here early.. cos mus sleep early la.. haa.. tmr got class chalet. eh u all in 4/1 better go hor... otherwise later we poor souls shall be aloneeee. bleh..

haha... anw.. financial problems.. looks like i hv to collect at least 20 bucks per peep. yep. its a lot. but we need lots to hv this chalet.. hope pple coorperate.

anw financial problems aside, i dont think my dear carrom board can afford to make this trip to changi =(. too heavy my new carrom board. jus to carry it out to play oso beeg problem. haha.. mb i'll jus bring board games. hahaha.. yeah.. better than nthg. and of course karaoke discs, not that i think any1 shares my taste in "yesterday" music.. haha

hey sha.. how come i deserved tt HUGE acclamation!!! :D.. not tt its not appreciated la.. haha.. jus surprised moi! u hv friendster rite? i'll write a friendster testi for you instead! hehe..

oh i hv badminton training on friday. in the middle of the chalet? mebbe.. haha.. or after it i think.. lemme see.. yeh.. mb i'll hv to miss out one night la. see first la.. but i don think im gonna skip vj training again. its fun after all righttt? heh..

ah, i'll bring RISK to the chalet. yesh.. yay can see all me old classmates whom so long nvr seen. and even those i jus saw today. i.e. kinky n jZ. btw i think jZ sounds soo cooll.. bleh.. n joy too, but she's not an exclassmate.. JOY! is a BOY! without his TOY! JOY! (copyrighted ngiam jingzhi) shall not take credit for his inspiration. lamez humour. n played carrom. n monopoly. n i think i woke off the wrong side of bed (actually joy thinks that) cos no luck today la.. haha.. but well, wat to do? the inevitable can nvr be avoided. haha.. so fun.. anw.. coolio.

adieu now tho. be back in 3 days?. abt there la.. haha..

Harlowz~!

today is 29 nov. disregard the date posted thingie on the bottom. or heck. i can change it rite? hehe... i cant keep blogging past midnight rite? well, not supposed.. cos i by rite hv to be off by 12. so ya.. better stop. its always mistake tt im here at this time. ah.. whatever.. hmmm .. back to what i nvr started.

so wat was my last entry? errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... oh so long ago ah? nvm... so sunday was church rite.. doh, no big surprise there. but surprise was (actually not a surprise for me cos i knew it) was that the Archbishop was there celebrating mass. bcos of the feast day of st francis xavier.. hee. oh soo cool.. but flipside was an additional half hour to the mass. but i aint complaining. not now at least.. haha..

den monday was wasted away. tts today i think. ya.. it is.

den again. no day is wasted. i jus learnt to play 'breakaway' so not wasted day. yay!!!

Soo... how else was this day spent? nthg much la.. cant rmb anw.. tts y i hv to blog fast.. cos my memory a bit, no very, porous. oh ya i think mb kb coming my house tmr. maybe. see first la..

bah.. now i tired ready.. shariza's com is screwing up.. ciao

Harlowz~!

Today i went for badminton at anderson. well, supposed to go for vj badminton after that, but well, i got a bit carried away at anderson n forgot to go la.. . anw i doubt i'd be going back much to anderson more, sumhow, well im getting back the feeling that im wasting courts. well i always get that feeling, so ya.. i donno. and frankly i don care either. i noe i not good, too inconsistent, wat not.. i jus enjoy playing the game, and as far as im concerned tts da most impt part la.. of course and getting my cca points, which well, would otherwise make my stay at vj less fruitful. anw i think im gonna concentrate more on Glopos come next year. ya.. its more errm... how to say?.. provides some sort of much needed variety in my diet for activities.

ya play at anderson from 1-6 at least, reach home it was easily 7, and church at 8pm. in case that aroused curiousity surrounding church service on a weekday, its a triduum in celebration of patron saint of my church St Francis Xavier, whose feast day is well, tomorrow. or the day after. not tt sure... anw tt was 8-9, and den we went for family drive to changi beach. turned out not too good an idea.. cos well, there was an accident jus onli took place, and well, it was a fatal accident. so.. well, not too pleasant a sight. anw we came back and voila! here i am.

oh ya psle results are out, but the qn for deb is where she wanna go. cedar and tk both apparently open doors? not sure.. can fight into both schools tho.. so yeah.. most prob tk now.. tho i think perhaps cedar got better chance, owing to the fact that she's already made it thru the trials there. hope its a matter of plan A and plan B and plan C, and not that plan A will disrupt B and C or wat not la.. i donno. hope it turns out for the best in the end.. ya..

wah.. lots of work to do la... crap.. how? papa's GP has been left undone for sooo long.. noooo.. and mums maths worksheets. any1 wants? haha. later do la

after i get kicked out of the com.. which should be shortly..

i'll agree with this work to be done, it would stop the rotting process my brain is right not undertaking.. seriously. its a problem that would hv to be dealt with. AND i think that im gonna deal with it in other ways apart from being forced to think (actually quite rela la..). ya im gonna start d/l guitar tabs and exercising my left brain by playin the organ or piano. much better spending of time than whiling time away in front of this com screen. its relaxing too, but of course, less sociable. gonna find new lyrics now! yupz!

ciao blog surfers!

over and out.

Guten Tag!

See its hols now so i write more often.. ya.. i would try writing a bit in anuzzer language, (veilleicht Deutsch?) whatever, but malay jus doesnt suit me; and i seem to be losing what little command of mi German! oh well, wat 'as 'append since tuesday... oh yeah loads...

UPDATING DATA (i.e. FAN) BASE...

haha..

wednesday:
Go Naf's house supposedly to watch movie. but it was in DVD format, so nvr manage to get to watch it.. so keegan, i, chun min, naf end up playing bridge/ taiti/ fishing... boring i guess, but well it was quite fun.. i mean, jus to go out wif frens is good enuf lorz.. haha.. u don hv to FIND smthg to do. Smthg to do will FIND you.. haha... yeah ok lame.
oh ya marie was sick.. =(. well, nvrtheless, u didnt miss much! hahaha...

oh ya.. then today oso was fun. go woodlands library and study wid y-zine!!! chem. well, at least tt was wat we were supposed to do.. but i guess my brain has really rotted man.. could do hardly any problem.. sux la.. nvm... taim to study...! and perhaps go to mr teo for HELP!!!.. oh well...

haiz.. was quite fun anw.. oh btw i sighed cos i started thinking of tmr.. stressful day man... got to go for badminton at anderson first, at 1pm. den vj badminton at 3pm. its not the crux of the problem. vj badminton is at tampines... so farrrr!!! haiz.. how le? i donno.. oops i hv passed into tomorrow.. so well, ya.. i lazy to go change all the tmr's to today's. difficult to find la.. hahaz~.

very frustrating anw.. cos like the vj training came up liek such as bad unwelcome surprise.. at 22:12:52 promptly. and the thing is, we don even noe if there is a fixed day, let along time for badminton. then i planned the whole day, i.e. reunite all da guys, terence keegan and i.. haiz.. mb i'll jus do a quick check on who's going tmr (today) for training. den perhaps tt will help me decide. cos i don wanna be da onli guy there.. a bit sian one.. one guy den 30+ girls.. ya.. bit lonely it gets. but well, its not even mentioned tt i'll be an onli guy, more likely i'll leave sum unfortunate soul to be the onli guy. see la.. anw i not in any beeg plans for next yrs team.. tts being generous. im gonna be what? head cheerleader? hopefully.. i don reli care. i jus care tt i play my best, n i guess its reli better for me if i don play. cos well, if i play for sch, as Kinky said, im not playing for FUN anymore. and well, badminton is supposed to be for fun rite? well perhaps... anw if im called upon under the name of a school that honestly so far i do not consider as 'home', which i did consider anderson to be. but well, i'll play for my team if opportunity arises! i'd love to. well, but i aint too hopeful, cos well, there are like 11 places in front of me? n thats being generous. oh well as i said, jus aim for the best.

Should i try for singles? haha

Fat hope i guess.. haha.. maybe.. see how tmr's (today's) events turn out.

okie.. bloggie over and out~

*Transmission ended =P*

helloooooshariza here! benjy dont delete!!!!!!!!!!

....... whatever.. she's supposed to be doing pw, but i'll grant her the wish n i wont delete it..

what a nice guy i am =P. Anw, de reason she has this opportunity to kacau me is bcos i had to go sch for ogl interview. quite fun la.. but i really hope can get thru... really quite keen on it.. will be fun right? hopefully... No. definitely.

okie lemme post u if i got in anot.. hv to wait till 13 Nov to find out..

Writing here is becoming a termly affair, or so it seems... Every school holidays, but then again, these hols are not for relaxing at all.. Midyears immediately after this hols.. haiz.. ive studied chem, and little of physics.. still got de whole of maths to go.. but well, im going from hardest to easiest in my opinion.. for me la.. ok then.. everything is fine, i hope.. nothing much going on. oh ya.. my badminton standards is falling.. and i noe why.. cos frankly. I HATE THE GAME! hahaha well.. ok i got that out.. (it was an exaggeration), i jus beginning to lose interest.. (ok that was slightly of an understatement) anyway.. my fitness is gone. GONE!! nothing left. nope not nufflink. zilch. best part: i lost interest to build it up again. haha.. ok maybe jus give a while off. ok me hopes that the site will be all and readily new soon. pple do say its bland, n i tend to agree slightly. come on, neither creativity, art, computer design, nor html were ever part of my wide range of fortes.
hahahaha ok im kidding. not so wide range. ok? no? narrow range?. nuh huh? no range? fine.. whatever... im in a hyper mood.. no wonder why. this is the time of the night when im most awake.
then again.. i cant study so late at night.. and i sleep the whole morning away, and i feel like resting in the afternoon, and in the evening must go park (MUST), and in the night, well, theres loads of good shows on the telly... so well, thats why i still hv got lots and lots of studying left... which i will start SOON! maybe now. adieu~

Hai.. so many tutorials left undone.. but heck them, later can do.. but must do before church, cos after church gonna play at marine parade.. try la.. haha.. its actually quite fun la... hahaha love badminton.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. hahahha im weird.. heehex~
I can feel it comin back.. im returning to full form.. im sure of that, and i shall return, must hv debbie's racquet, thats de best.. i think, or colin's for power, or my own for control.. sooo many choices.. haha i think i don care, just care that im gaining confidence.. haha..
Ok, i was going to talk abt test.. some pple still hv onli lost one mark in their tests.. all seven of them in total.. wat the.. i mean.. 100% for F-maths????????????? *faints* (yet again) i tell u.. only..... nvm.. i talk abt this and i'll get jealous.. well i don care la. don hv to get full marks in everything.. 'A' is enough.. hahah! yeah! And plus i hv badminton... yeah.. tts heavy.. and i need to slack too. it says so on my pencil case.. hahahahah! YEAH..
Hai pple not telling me wats going on in their life... haha maybe im kaypoh.. should jus ask rite.. i guess im VERY kaypoh. maybe its concern, maybe its kaypoh. guess there is a fine line between the two.. hahaha... okok.. i shouldnt care? or should i? depends on wat they want... =).. ok time to eat now! so late huh?
hahahahaha
~Wiedersehen~

Like this song? Eternal Flame... couldnt find my fave song (At the beginning), so well, this would hv to do, cos its de best i could find... haha =P.. ok i just put in de song btw.. hope u can hear it.. btw if u cant pls tell me and i'll just get a headache trying to put it back inside.. nice song in any case..
Ok, since de last entry, i hv received an a**whipping of my life in badminton... 15-0, 15-3... not good. but nvm... there's no use lamenting over it.. so de pilot pen dream is over for this year... watch out for me next year. pilot pen as well as kerala association cup! haha hopefully.. de time has arrived for peeris domination of de kerala assoc. badminton once again. just hv to watch out for de oldies... haha... colin n i la.. hopefully he can get a fair bit of power by next year... coming up la..
there's some stinking f maths test coming.. stinking, yet im looking forward to dying.. prob gonna fail, but heck la.. hahahaha... Ø finish camp.... tired... haha nowan talk me... hahahahahaha laterz...
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gotta study for fmaths test. and finish up de stupid tutorials. lots and lots and lots of them. and i still cant get the heck understand applications of theory of eqns. can get de ans, but don understand how???
haiz... complicated sial.. FURTHER math... Sa, Sab, Sabg, abgd stupid things... hahahaha waiting in anticipation for stupidity. very free today, but must use it to study... AIRcon room! yay! hahahaha and no brother and sister for now.. but coming soon too... hahah better get work done before that happens... bro arrive, peace leaves.. i just wonder why... =D haha

ah... Just finished changing de whole blog. "renovation" haha.. If you like, just say so.. i'll try to find de tag board soon. i've lost it.. and so de word scrolling.. but they'll be back, wif a vengeance. haha... as in they'll look a lot better. I'm sure. oh btw, if u don like it... TOO BAD.. cos this is MINE.. ALL MINE.. wahahahaha.. ok lame la.. haha.. anyway.. that was tiring seriously.. and i think.. i could have been doing hw at that time.. but well.. nvm. Hw doesnt help de brain, refurbishing ur blog does.. haha... im not rallying support here against hw.. though i wish i were.. haha... heck la.. wonder how many pple still go do up their blogs nowadays.. stressful jc life... haha.. but then.. now is HOLIDAYS.. but anyway i think i can come back every week.. on weekends.. damn bored.. pple disappear to sc camp la.. nobody left.. heex~! nvm.. perhaps i find solace in soliloquay. haha feeling much better i think.

Ok it has been ages. One whole term in fact. Btw, it is the last day of term one. - pause for celebrations - Realli hv to be thankful for the hols.. VJC is pretty stressful, and its onli the first three months. Terrified of what is in store. But alas, curiousity overcomes all fear. Curious fear.
A term plagued by ups and downs has drawn to a close. Made a huge decision on 19th Feb. Never been happier because of that... Strange... But the curious fear is omnipresent in my life. Ubiquitous. My mind is plagued by doubt. Doubt in what lies ahead. The future is bleak, not a great chance of happiness... But... (from yesterday's reading: 'A blessing on the man who puts his trust in the Lord, with the Lord for his hope. [Jer. 17:7]' - quite appropriate reading... yeah... miraculous ways...
Just had Pre-U seminar selection "interview" today. Really hoping against hope and chance that i will make it. But i shall place my trust in Him. That reali would help reduce chance of mental breakdown, and to be plagued by the dominance of materialism and things of the flesh and of man.
At Peace again.

Okay back again.... JC starts... orientation was fun... me was the Voice of Kings for the role play... haha.. fun... slacking scriptwriter too... muahahahahaha.... then for dance... got miself reali sweaty... all the same, twas damn fun... and made friends (yay!!!) [YEAH ALL OF YOU!!!!!!] okay... lemme think now..
Oh lessons hv started... like mi teachers a lot... look good... yeah... but sec. sch teachers good too =D... haha... oh yeah got 11 scholars in class... cool rite? hahaha. ok malay, surprisingly wasnt bad (cikgu syed salim)... finally, i come home b4 sunset... YEAH
ok lemme see... anything else to say? ok yeah... VJC mass dances rule! 6 times the fun! - whiney whiney; tribal dance; la bamba; neutron dance; friendship dance; and I WANT YOu.. tts cool btw... so damn tough though.. ok tts abt all... wait one more thing...
YO VJC!!!!!!!!!!! WASSUP!!!