yay! today im here early.. cos mus sleep early la.. haa.. tmr got class chalet. eh u all in 4/1 better go hor... otherwise later we poor souls shall be aloneeee. bleh..

haha... anw.. financial problems.. looks like i hv to collect at least 20 bucks per peep. yep. its a lot. but we need lots to hv this chalet.. hope pple coorperate.

anw financial problems aside, i dont think my dear carrom board can afford to make this trip to changi =(. too heavy my new carrom board. jus to carry it out to play oso beeg problem. haha.. mb i'll jus bring board games. hahaha.. yeah.. better than nthg. and of course karaoke discs, not that i think any1 shares my taste in "yesterday" music.. haha

hey sha.. how come i deserved tt HUGE acclamation!!! :D.. not tt its not appreciated la.. haha.. jus surprised moi! u hv friendster rite? i'll write a friendster testi for you instead! hehe..

oh i hv badminton training on friday. in the middle of the chalet? mebbe.. haha.. or after it i think.. lemme see.. yeh.. mb i'll hv to miss out one night la. see first la.. but i don think im gonna skip vj training again. its fun after all righttt? heh..

ah, i'll bring RISK to the chalet. yesh.. yay can see all me old classmates whom so long nvr seen. and even those i jus saw today. i.e. kinky n jZ. btw i think jZ sounds soo cooll.. bleh.. n joy too, but she's not an exclassmate.. JOY! is a BOY! without his TOY! JOY! (copyrighted ngiam jingzhi) shall not take credit for his inspiration. lamez humour. n played carrom. n monopoly. n i think i woke off the wrong side of bed (actually joy thinks that) cos no luck today la.. haha.. but well, wat to do? the inevitable can nvr be avoided. haha.. so fun.. anw.. coolio.

adieu now tho. be back in 3 days?. abt there la.. haha..

Harlowz~!

today is 29 nov. disregard the date posted thingie on the bottom. or heck. i can change it rite? hehe... i cant keep blogging past midnight rite? well, not supposed.. cos i by rite hv to be off by 12. so ya.. better stop. its always mistake tt im here at this time. ah.. whatever.. hmmm .. back to what i nvr started.

so wat was my last entry? errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... oh so long ago ah? nvm... so sunday was church rite.. doh, no big surprise there. but surprise was (actually not a surprise for me cos i knew it) was that the Archbishop was there celebrating mass. bcos of the feast day of st francis xavier.. hee. oh soo cool.. but flipside was an additional half hour to the mass. but i aint complaining. not now at least.. haha..

den monday was wasted away. tts today i think. ya.. it is.

den again. no day is wasted. i jus learnt to play 'breakaway' so not wasted day. yay!!!

Soo... how else was this day spent? nthg much la.. cant rmb anw.. tts y i hv to blog fast.. cos my memory a bit, no very, porous. oh ya i think mb kb coming my house tmr. maybe. see first la..

bah.. now i tired ready.. shariza's com is screwing up.. ciao

Harlowz~!

Today i went for badminton at anderson. well, supposed to go for vj badminton after that, but well, i got a bit carried away at anderson n forgot to go la.. . anw i doubt i'd be going back much to anderson more, sumhow, well im getting back the feeling that im wasting courts. well i always get that feeling, so ya.. i donno. and frankly i don care either. i noe i not good, too inconsistent, wat not.. i jus enjoy playing the game, and as far as im concerned tts da most impt part la.. of course and getting my cca points, which well, would otherwise make my stay at vj less fruitful. anw i think im gonna concentrate more on Glopos come next year. ya.. its more errm... how to say?.. provides some sort of much needed variety in my diet for activities.

ya play at anderson from 1-6 at least, reach home it was easily 7, and church at 8pm. in case that aroused curiousity surrounding church service on a weekday, its a triduum in celebration of patron saint of my church St Francis Xavier, whose feast day is well, tomorrow. or the day after. not tt sure... anw tt was 8-9, and den we went for family drive to changi beach. turned out not too good an idea.. cos well, there was an accident jus onli took place, and well, it was a fatal accident. so.. well, not too pleasant a sight. anw we came back and voila! here i am.

oh ya psle results are out, but the qn for deb is where she wanna go. cedar and tk both apparently open doors? not sure.. can fight into both schools tho.. so yeah.. most prob tk now.. tho i think perhaps cedar got better chance, owing to the fact that she's already made it thru the trials there. hope its a matter of plan A and plan B and plan C, and not that plan A will disrupt B and C or wat not la.. i donno. hope it turns out for the best in the end.. ya..

wah.. lots of work to do la... crap.. how? papa's GP has been left undone for sooo long.. noooo.. and mums maths worksheets. any1 wants? haha. later do la

after i get kicked out of the com.. which should be shortly..

i'll agree with this work to be done, it would stop the rotting process my brain is right not undertaking.. seriously. its a problem that would hv to be dealt with. AND i think that im gonna deal with it in other ways apart from being forced to think (actually quite rela la..). ya im gonna start d/l guitar tabs and exercising my left brain by playin the organ or piano. much better spending of time than whiling time away in front of this com screen. its relaxing too, but of course, less sociable. gonna find new lyrics now! yupz!

ciao blog surfers!

over and out.

Guten Tag!

See its hols now so i write more often.. ya.. i would try writing a bit in anuzzer language, (veilleicht Deutsch?) whatever, but malay jus doesnt suit me; and i seem to be losing what little command of mi German! oh well, wat 'as 'append since tuesday... oh yeah loads...

UPDATING DATA (i.e. FAN) BASE...

haha..

wednesday:
Go Naf's house supposedly to watch movie. but it was in DVD format, so nvr manage to get to watch it.. so keegan, i, chun min, naf end up playing bridge/ taiti/ fishing... boring i guess, but well it was quite fun.. i mean, jus to go out wif frens is good enuf lorz.. haha.. u don hv to FIND smthg to do. Smthg to do will FIND you.. haha... yeah ok lame.
oh ya marie was sick.. =(. well, nvrtheless, u didnt miss much! hahaha...

oh ya.. then today oso was fun. go woodlands library and study wid y-zine!!! chem. well, at least tt was wat we were supposed to do.. but i guess my brain has really rotted man.. could do hardly any problem.. sux la.. nvm... taim to study...! and perhaps go to mr teo for HELP!!!.. oh well...

haiz.. was quite fun anw.. oh btw i sighed cos i started thinking of tmr.. stressful day man... got to go for badminton at anderson first, at 1pm. den vj badminton at 3pm. its not the crux of the problem. vj badminton is at tampines... so farrrr!!! haiz.. how le? i donno.. oops i hv passed into tomorrow.. so well, ya.. i lazy to go change all the tmr's to today's. difficult to find la.. hahaz~.

very frustrating anw.. cos like the vj training came up liek such as bad unwelcome surprise.. at 22:12:52 promptly. and the thing is, we don even noe if there is a fixed day, let along time for badminton. then i planned the whole day, i.e. reunite all da guys, terence keegan and i.. haiz.. mb i'll jus do a quick check on who's going tmr (today) for training. den perhaps tt will help me decide. cos i don wanna be da onli guy there.. a bit sian one.. one guy den 30+ girls.. ya.. bit lonely it gets. but well, its not even mentioned tt i'll be an onli guy, more likely i'll leave sum unfortunate soul to be the onli guy. see la.. anw i not in any beeg plans for next yrs team.. tts being generous. im gonna be what? head cheerleader? hopefully.. i don reli care. i jus care tt i play my best, n i guess its reli better for me if i don play. cos well, if i play for sch, as Kinky said, im not playing for FUN anymore. and well, badminton is supposed to be for fun rite? well perhaps... anw if im called upon under the name of a school that honestly so far i do not consider as 'home', which i did consider anderson to be. but well, i'll play for my team if opportunity arises! i'd love to. well, but i aint too hopeful, cos well, there are like 11 places in front of me? n thats being generous. oh well as i said, jus aim for the best.

Should i try for singles? haha

Fat hope i guess.. haha.. maybe.. see how tmr's (today's) events turn out.

okie.. bloggie over and out~

*Transmission ended =P*

helloooooshariza here! benjy dont delete!!!!!!!!!!

....... whatever.. she's supposed to be doing pw, but i'll grant her the wish n i wont delete it..

what a nice guy i am =P. Anw, de reason she has this opportunity to kacau me is bcos i had to go sch for ogl interview. quite fun la.. but i really hope can get thru... really quite keen on it.. will be fun right? hopefully... No. definitely.

okie lemme post u if i got in anot.. hv to wait till 13 Nov to find out..

Writing here is becoming a termly affair, or so it seems... Every school holidays, but then again, these hols are not for relaxing at all.. Midyears immediately after this hols.. haiz.. ive studied chem, and little of physics.. still got de whole of maths to go.. but well, im going from hardest to easiest in my opinion.. for me la.. ok then.. everything is fine, i hope.. nothing much going on. oh ya.. my badminton standards is falling.. and i noe why.. cos frankly. I HATE THE GAME! hahaha well.. ok i got that out.. (it was an exaggeration), i jus beginning to lose interest.. (ok that was slightly of an understatement) anyway.. my fitness is gone. GONE!! nothing left. nope not nufflink. zilch. best part: i lost interest to build it up again. haha.. ok maybe jus give a while off. ok me hopes that the site will be all and readily new soon. pple do say its bland, n i tend to agree slightly. come on, neither creativity, art, computer design, nor html were ever part of my wide range of fortes.
hahahaha ok im kidding. not so wide range. ok? no? narrow range?. nuh huh? no range? fine.. whatever... im in a hyper mood.. no wonder why. this is the time of the night when im most awake.
then again.. i cant study so late at night.. and i sleep the whole morning away, and i feel like resting in the afternoon, and in the evening must go park (MUST), and in the night, well, theres loads of good shows on the telly... so well, thats why i still hv got lots and lots of studying left... which i will start SOON! maybe now. adieu~

Hai.. so many tutorials left undone.. but heck them, later can do.. but must do before church, cos after church gonna play at marine parade.. try la.. haha.. its actually quite fun la... hahaha love badminton.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. hahahha im weird.. heehex~
I can feel it comin back.. im returning to full form.. im sure of that, and i shall return, must hv debbie's racquet, thats de best.. i think, or colin's for power, or my own for control.. sooo many choices.. haha i think i don care, just care that im gaining confidence.. haha..
Ok, i was going to talk abt test.. some pple still hv onli lost one mark in their tests.. all seven of them in total.. wat the.. i mean.. 100% for F-maths????????????? *faints* (yet again) i tell u.. only..... nvm.. i talk abt this and i'll get jealous.. well i don care la. don hv to get full marks in everything.. 'A' is enough.. hahah! yeah! And plus i hv badminton... yeah.. tts heavy.. and i need to slack too. it says so on my pencil case.. hahahahah! YEAH..
Hai pple not telling me wats going on in their life... haha maybe im kaypoh.. should jus ask rite.. i guess im VERY kaypoh. maybe its concern, maybe its kaypoh. guess there is a fine line between the two.. hahaha... okok.. i shouldnt care? or should i? depends on wat they want... =).. ok time to eat now! so late huh?
hahahahaha
~Wiedersehen~

Like this song? Eternal Flame... couldnt find my fave song (At the beginning), so well, this would hv to do, cos its de best i could find... haha =P.. ok i just put in de song btw.. hope u can hear it.. btw if u cant pls tell me and i'll just get a headache trying to put it back inside.. nice song in any case..
Ok, since de last entry, i hv received an a**whipping of my life in badminton... 15-0, 15-3... not good. but nvm... there's no use lamenting over it.. so de pilot pen dream is over for this year... watch out for me next year. pilot pen as well as kerala association cup! haha hopefully.. de time has arrived for peeris domination of de kerala assoc. badminton once again. just hv to watch out for de oldies... haha... colin n i la.. hopefully he can get a fair bit of power by next year... coming up la..
there's some stinking f maths test coming.. stinking, yet im looking forward to dying.. prob gonna fail, but heck la.. hahahaha... Ø finish camp.... tired... haha nowan talk me... hahahahahaha laterz...
:P
gotta study for fmaths test. and finish up de stupid tutorials. lots and lots and lots of them. and i still cant get the heck understand applications of theory of eqns. can get de ans, but don understand how???
haiz... complicated sial.. FURTHER math... Sa, Sab, Sabg, abgd stupid things... hahahaha waiting in anticipation for stupidity. very free today, but must use it to study... AIRcon room! yay! hahahaha and no brother and sister for now.. but coming soon too... hahah better get work done before that happens... bro arrive, peace leaves.. i just wonder why... =D haha

ah... Just finished changing de whole blog. "renovation" haha.. If you like, just say so.. i'll try to find de tag board soon. i've lost it.. and so de word scrolling.. but they'll be back, wif a vengeance. haha... as in they'll look a lot better. I'm sure. oh btw, if u don like it... TOO BAD.. cos this is MINE.. ALL MINE.. wahahahaha.. ok lame la.. haha.. anyway.. that was tiring seriously.. and i think.. i could have been doing hw at that time.. but well.. nvm. Hw doesnt help de brain, refurbishing ur blog does.. haha... im not rallying support here against hw.. though i wish i were.. haha... heck la.. wonder how many pple still go do up their blogs nowadays.. stressful jc life... haha.. but then.. now is HOLIDAYS.. but anyway i think i can come back every week.. on weekends.. damn bored.. pple disappear to sc camp la.. nobody left.. heex~! nvm.. perhaps i find solace in soliloquay. haha feeling much better i think.

Ok it has been ages. One whole term in fact. Btw, it is the last day of term one. - pause for celebrations - Realli hv to be thankful for the hols.. VJC is pretty stressful, and its onli the first three months. Terrified of what is in store. But alas, curiousity overcomes all fear. Curious fear.
A term plagued by ups and downs has drawn to a close. Made a huge decision on 19th Feb. Never been happier because of that... Strange... But the curious fear is omnipresent in my life. Ubiquitous. My mind is plagued by doubt. Doubt in what lies ahead. The future is bleak, not a great chance of happiness... But... (from yesterday's reading: 'A blessing on the man who puts his trust in the Lord, with the Lord for his hope. [Jer. 17:7]' - quite appropriate reading... yeah... miraculous ways...
Just had Pre-U seminar selection "interview" today. Really hoping against hope and chance that i will make it. But i shall place my trust in Him. That reali would help reduce chance of mental breakdown, and to be plagued by the dominance of materialism and things of the flesh and of man.
At Peace again.

Okay back again.... JC starts... orientation was fun... me was the Voice of Kings for the role play... haha.. fun... slacking scriptwriter too... muahahahahaha.... then for dance... got miself reali sweaty... all the same, twas damn fun... and made friends (yay!!!) [YEAH ALL OF YOU!!!!!!] okay... lemme think now..
Oh lessons hv started... like mi teachers a lot... look good... yeah... but sec. sch teachers good too =D... haha... oh yeah got 11 scholars in class... cool rite? hahaha. ok malay, surprisingly wasnt bad (cikgu syed salim)... finally, i come home b4 sunset... YEAH
ok lemme see... anything else to say? ok yeah... VJC mass dances rule! 6 times the fun! - whiney whiney; tribal dance; la bamba; neutron dance; friendship dance; and I WANT YOu.. tts cool btw... so damn tough though.. ok tts abt all... wait one more thing...
YO VJC!!!!!!!!!!! WASSUP!!!

My Stars Pic in the backgrnd has disappeared... so nvm.. i'll tell u the backgrnd is supposed to be stars... Haha... it'ld be nicer with them Music of Heaven behind me. haiz.... Nvm... Life is busy... sooooooo busy... heex... not enuf time to write a simple letter... mb can use this blog to transmit the letter huh... heex.... nvm that... tonight i will... but right now lazy... and so boring summore... nobody is online... wait lemme check... well almost nobody to disturb... heex.... going for badminton again, can say i suck at it now... better whip myself back into shape... SOON... VJC team is diff to enter... hahaz~ so hv 2 slp soon... haiz... and first muz write tt letter... hahaz~...
~Wiedersehen~

oOo My bdae is just over..... So touched my friends were there for me~!.. such lovely presents.... some tasty, some nice smell (heex marie), some nice to see (i got a new pet... christened Blossom) [PPG] hahaz.... and some really touching =). Great bdae... andertainment helped too.. though i was thrown upstage to blow candles... hahahaha... great day... ended fine too... finally 16~! YEAH~!

The tide has all but swung... I am now all but bored... very busy... to the pt of hectic... hahahaha. Today go to St Gabs Sec, try to buy racquet

OK im finally satisfied, or at least half satisfied, with the template... to the extent of actually admitting that its my work hahahahaha... ok. Everyday is boring, save today.
Went to Expo with keegan... chunmin.... marie... apey... yeah~ and was drawn into the Bodyworks exhibits... (yikes~!) - my poor wallet - and yeah my resources were all but drained... so sad... but perhaps i made up abit...

heex Shopping was sooo cheap... got bookfair (Penguin) and also JohnLittle sale... cheap but not cheap enough for my poor wallet... anyway going back tomorrow...

great way to overcome the problem of me rotting at home... muahahahahaha.... from now on i aint gonna stick at home... me going out hehex~; perhaps to Expo again tmr =P... one more change to the template... =D... Later... ~Wiedersehen~

tsk tsk... testing... haha... hm... just trying smthg new to protect my sanity, to fill my time, and to diminish my sense of boredom that has been growing within me since the loss of my purpose in life (the o's) hahahaha... let the vanquishing of the enemy Boredom begin~