I think I had better get used to this "no-life" routine of mine. I'd probably have to accept that, i might as well disappear off this rock we call Earth for the next year. Ah.. Did I mention? 1 more year to ORD. But don't get me wrong. 1 more year is still shit long.
I rmb i once wrote that NS sucked the life out of you. And then I looked at it from a slightly more positive perspective - NS replaced what you used to call life. And now i look back and i accept; there's no freaking difference.
Perhaps I'd be cheerier once the A levels are over. But go sit next to someone who cares, i tell myself. Are the A levels over? (For those ignorant, the answer is No..). So for those who probably can tell that they're lucky since they're freaking busy at this period cos Ben is not the happy camper at this period, good for you. But guess what? I'm stuck with myself. Woohoo~
Unfortunately I can't leave myself to rot into a state of disrepair - I so wish i could..
Maybe its that boredom that overwhelms.
But heck, i'm not going to self diagnose myself with a mental illness. Oh wait. I already have.
I need to get rid of this tension. Somehow. Goodness.. Its not healthy.. Oh well..
On the other hand i wonder where Ben went. And i realise i keep asking myself this question. Finally, a self diagnosis. The Only Constant is Change.
Oh how i hate my inertia to it.
Plus i'm irritated with my injured toe. argh.. my last saving grace i.e. soccer out of the question? not to mention any other sport?
Perhaps as The World spins, people keep adding saving graces to their repertoire of sanctuaries. Though i keep losing these saving graces.
*I wish m = sin(Nt) would at least care to cease.*
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bright side: since your foot is injured, I won't stomp on it next time I see you. :) and me exams are over in 16 days, mate, so you'd best begin planning that outing you (oh so reluctantly) agreed to organise. I want sth good, mind. To celebrate :p And now you have sth to take your mind off of boredom.
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