Grabbin' Shadows

Nope, these arent the shadows of pple i want to be. its the shadows of pple i knew once. its like.. everyone changes, granted, thats a fact of life. A lack of change would dull life to such an extent, lets jus say its unimaginable. but still, what if everyone adapts n then u are jus left behind. what if.. in the rapids of change, we cling on to the rocks rather than ride the waves..

Its quite sad, more so for myself, as i watch other pple capable of so quickly adapting themselves. meaning simply, if evolution were to pass us by at a little faster rate, i'd be extinct in no time..

N again the troubles tt plagued me, n made my life quite fun, in andss, theyre coming back. mainly heart against mind kinda problem. n well, u noe, i always tend to favour the mind. ought to go with heart some day. hmmm... anw, it doesnt make sense for any1 to like me more than jus as a fren. nvr made much sense. jus not fated i guess.. oh wells.. lets jus wait for this thing to jus wear off. done it before, yar it didnt work, but now theres more at stake la, i guess, eg. a friendship.. heex.. oh well...

too much said already. but moving on.

argh got badminton tmr, n got loads of work to do. n i cant work at home... sheesh. nvr works. im going to sum library sum day n study...

ok la. tired, n depressed, s i hv been for the past few nights. bah...

goodnight world~