Like this song? Eternal Flame... couldnt find my fave song (At the beginning), so well, this would hv to do, cos its de best i could find... haha =P.. ok i just put in de song btw.. hope u can hear it.. btw if u cant pls tell me and i'll just get a headache trying to put it back inside.. nice song in any case..
Ok, since de last entry, i hv received an a**whipping of my life in badminton... 15-0, 15-3... not good. but nvm... there's no use lamenting over it.. so de pilot pen dream is over for this year... watch out for me next year. pilot pen as well as kerala association cup! haha hopefully.. de time has arrived for peeris domination of de kerala assoc. badminton once again. just hv to watch out for de oldies... haha... colin n i la.. hopefully he can get a fair bit of power by next year... coming up la..
there's some stinking f maths test coming.. stinking, yet im looking forward to dying.. prob gonna fail, but heck la.. hahahaha... Ø finish camp.... tired... haha nowan talk me... hahahahahaha laterz...
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gotta study for fmaths test. and finish up de stupid tutorials. lots and lots and lots of them. and i still cant get the heck understand applications of theory of eqns. can get de ans, but don understand how???
haiz... complicated sial.. FURTHER math... Sa, Sab, Sabg, abgd stupid things... hahahaha waiting in anticipation for stupidity. very free today, but must use it to study... AIRcon room! yay! hahahaha and no brother and sister for now.. but coming soon too... hahah better get work done before that happens... bro arrive, peace leaves.. i just wonder why... =D haha

ah... Just finished changing de whole blog. "renovation" haha.. If you like, just say so.. i'll try to find de tag board soon. i've lost it.. and so de word scrolling.. but they'll be back, wif a vengeance. haha... as in they'll look a lot better. I'm sure. oh btw, if u don like it... TOO BAD.. cos this is MINE.. ALL MINE.. wahahahaha.. ok lame la.. haha.. anyway.. that was tiring seriously.. and i think.. i could have been doing hw at that time.. but well.. nvm. Hw doesnt help de brain, refurbishing ur blog does.. haha... im not rallying support here against hw.. though i wish i were.. haha... heck la.. wonder how many pple still go do up their blogs nowadays.. stressful jc life... haha.. but then.. now is HOLIDAYS.. but anyway i think i can come back every week.. on weekends.. damn bored.. pple disappear to sc camp la.. nobody left.. heex~! nvm.. perhaps i find solace in soliloquay. haha feeling much better i think.

Ok it has been ages. One whole term in fact. Btw, it is the last day of term one. - pause for celebrations - Realli hv to be thankful for the hols.. VJC is pretty stressful, and its onli the first three months. Terrified of what is in store. But alas, curiousity overcomes all fear. Curious fear.
A term plagued by ups and downs has drawn to a close. Made a huge decision on 19th Feb. Never been happier because of that... Strange... But the curious fear is omnipresent in my life. Ubiquitous. My mind is plagued by doubt. Doubt in what lies ahead. The future is bleak, not a great chance of happiness... But... (from yesterday's reading: 'A blessing on the man who puts his trust in the Lord, with the Lord for his hope. [Jer. 17:7]' - quite appropriate reading... yeah... miraculous ways...
Just had Pre-U seminar selection "interview" today. Really hoping against hope and chance that i will make it. But i shall place my trust in Him. That reali would help reduce chance of mental breakdown, and to be plagued by the dominance of materialism and things of the flesh and of man.
At Peace again.