Ben Can Cook. ???

i vowed to study today. i didnt vow not to blog. so i'm not breaking my vow, jus noe that.

anw, doing physics s is soo tiring i wonder how i managed to get thru my prelims.. i do one qn then... pant pant pant.. geez, when's the next??

but then for physics s onli need to do 3 qns for section B which u hv like nearly 2 hrs to do if u do ur section A fast. n section A is relatively easy.. how how how??

den sum qns are so easy i.e. marks-worth whereas some are jus so NOT. like they gave one question 7marks for abt 2 lines. n then another qn 4 marks for God-knows-how-many-lines. telling the truth - it was abt half an hour for me. actually it was half an hour then i got tired n went to eat. when i came back i could do it surprisingly fast. so..

moral of the story: dont EVER work on an empty stomach..

n thinking of that moral makes me rmb the kiwi saying fishie taught me. "if u think the way to a man's heart is thru his stomach; ur aiming too high". true? u think...

but i think its quite a bimbotic saying? maybe? maybe not.. if u define bimbo as pretty but dumb girl, den i guess we cant call the saying a "bimbotic saying" - cos its quite intelligent. so mb jus slutty. oh whatever.. i think its cute. in a warped way.

very warped.

~.~

okay i hvnt updated this blog in a couple of days, so in that time... (this initialising statement sumhow reminded me of confession.. anw back to the story.)

1. I chanced upon the sudden realisation that A levels are in a weeks time. *pause for effect*. well, yeah it didnt hit me till like day before yesterday.
   
2. I vowed to study the whole of today. which, considering i woke up at 11am, is not too long.
   
3. I did more housework today than.. in a loooong time.. mum's abusing the fact that i'm home n *cough* free *cough*
   
4. I actually cooked sum stuff today. wid my mom's supervision of course, but unfortunately i had to do most of the stuff.. more on this later...
   
5. I managed to play the church organ on sunday again without screwing up excessively.. dad was like "i knew it was you cos i heard some mistakes.." bah... i mean.. is it reali my fault that the other organist is like super pro?
   
6. I DID study the whole of today save a break for The Nanny cum lunch. (lunch in front of The Nanny) - i'm talking abt the old n ancient tv series.
   
7. i realised that tomorrow is deepavali/ all saints' day. n tt i hv to go sing at 7 am for all saints' day.
   note: all saints' day ALWAYS falls on first of november. n its jus luck that this time it falls on a public holiday.
   
8. I finally fell in love with the organ's bass. do NOT misinterpret this statement - i'm talking abt an electone that has a bass pedals. i issue this warning with special reference to one guy who loves to misinterpret. =)
   
9. The construction work outside is getting really annoying.
   
10. and lastly, i jus got bitten by a mozzy. ARGH!! not now... not NOW!!!! *prays*

P.S. Mozzy = Mosquito for whoever donno. i'm not sure if its a S'porean term. not that i am too bothered.. there - apathy in motion.

oh anw, i finally managed to cook smthg. n i relised that although my mom is a very good maths c or a maths teacher/tutor, she has a failings a cooking instructor.

Me: Mum, how long shld i keep cooking the meat for? ten minutes? twenty? low heat? high heat?
Mum: However much feels right.

okay, if u talking to a cooking expert, or even sum1 who has done smthg other than boil water in his/her life, perhaps its all right. but.. need i say more? jus that i'm NOT.. buh..

and now i hv a stomach ache.. boohoo..

cheers~ n peace.

ouch.

Okay this is complicated
Happy Deepavali to all Hindus
Happy All Saints'/Souls' to all Christians - hmm okay..
And Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. (i doubt i'll come online for some time)

N more generally, Good Luck in the 'A's and 'O's! (n PW's)

Alert: Pseudo-Hols...

Today would be a significant day if I didn't hv my 'A' levels (or 'O' levels or Oral Presentations) to look forward to.

Today marks the beginning and the end. The beginning of the much looked-forward-to holidays for the Sec 1-3's. Oh how I envy them. But then, we'll see who laughs last when my 'A' levels and all formal education for that matter finishes in a matter of weeks.

And then they'll start laughing back at my bald head and my brown-green uniform. So.. yeah.. we know who'll be laughing last. buh...

Anw, that's some distance away and since i only go in on 7 jan (note to whoever out there who still doesnt noe) at 2.30 pm, i still hv ample time to fool around before the formal business of donning that familiar (not to me) brown green uniform and hv that famous hair cut typical of TCHS track team...

But those who are planning how to celebrate the after-exam period (i.e. those Sec 4's and 5's and JC 2's) please dont forget that the after-exam period, by virtue of its name, comes AFTER the exam period. So don't forget that dreaded period called exam period, and do keep healthy.

If only i listen to my own advice.. I'm already fantasicing into the future where i'm married with kids done with my A levels and enjoying the freedom of the transition state between army and school life. And enjoying life with my brother and sister (who are in sec 3 and sec 1 respectively). Note: they're having holidays, of course..

And its REAL holidays quite unlike the pseudo-holidays that you JC1's are experiencing. Your holidays are more like ours. Pseudo-holidays that you only can enjoy with the passing of the certain event known as "Oral Presentation" and/or Mother Tongue Examinations (with special reference to one particular person). hurhur..

Sorry ushnish n whoever else dislikes that phrase.

And till the REAL holidays begin, please not that the Guard Dog of VJC will insist that the School Uniform is the only appropriate uniform that one can don in the college unless one is a teacher. And that one needs to be properly kept - kempt n clean shaven - at all times within the college. Fat chance i'm going to step in the dreaded place anytime soon, neednt worry abt that.. I'd rather lose marks in the A level over a concept i dont understand (assuming that scenario exists), than risk entering the Yard.

and i'm not talking about Scotland Yard.

Though i see the similarities.

nvm probably no one noes who or what is the guard dog. don bother trying to guess. not worth it.

Oke enough. gotta go study!

cheers~ n peace!

New Template! Not Again..

Now can i get a general consensus? Who out there agrees with me that my template looks nice? Don bother about being tactful, cos i like it n there isnt ANYTHING tt one can say tts gonna change that. so its gonna stay as my blog template.

until, of course, the cycle goes such that i get bored of it again.

but that might take sum time.

so jus a few suggestions if this design REALLY irks you:

1. Click "View Source" and read the notepad version.
2. Go to a blog whose design is worse than mine, get accustomed to it, n come back.
3. Jus go.

now.. i jus hope that the initial criterion for this sequence (i.e. this design really irking you) is not satisfied..

anw, today was such a dull day bcos i didnt get any work done. normally i wouldnt care two hoots abt this fact, but the problems is, i had promised myself i'd get loads of work done today, bcos yesterday i didnt get ANY work done. (rmb?)

n gp irks me. bcos we have to argue n argue n argue abt stuff that can be soo radical n those who are good at gp seem to be able to argue n argue n argue abt stuff that can be soo radical.. n they also dont repeat themselves over n over again, using repetitive phrases over and over again.. so there. i'm not good at gp.

i have to get A1 for GP but i'm jus not doing enough to get it.

ah well. what will happen will happen.

anw after those two mega long entries i think u denizens of the ultravioletlight@blogspot world wld prefer a short entry so yeah..

cheers~ n peace

Democracy, and Conformity

ahha! i found neverland. its on 17 april, i think. the wonders of the ctrl+F function and a simple word "neverland". n persistance. k.

big deal.

p.s. if u find the above statement really nonsensical, please refer to previous post. if u could make sense of it, please consult ur english/gp tutors as neverland is often regarded as a place and hence cannot be falling on a time. space and time are not one and the same. "my birthday falls on suntec city" is not an appropriate sentence.

yes.

okay now i jus got to rambling utter nonsense.

yesterday i broke my person record - i studied for 6 hours. not straight of course. that would be madness. i was intermittently interrupted by first a seriously intellectual discussion regarding lost orbitals n ligand exchange blah blah blah in chemistry by roshni n chitra. and then subsequently by blatantly mindless chatter n crap from the former's boyfriend n the spas who is dr de.

dr de has a god-given ability to be brutally honest yet i still feel like laughing. maybe its jus me.

they do tell me i have a pleasant disposition. true? decide.

i was going to say "hurhur" but constructive critiscism in todays democratic world makes me refrain from it. power of democracy. but i dont go actively looking for constructive critiscism bcos an overly democratic state cant progress, can it. laissez faire...

perhaps.

again i make it clear this blog entry bears all the views of the author n solely the author of the blog entry n hence the author and blogger are both not directly responsible for any view propogated against any party.

anw moving back to the issue at hand,

although i managed to study 6 hrs yesterday (albeit distractions) and hence i didnt blog yesterday...
today, i managed a total of 1 hour(s). please i put the parenthesis around "s" because i am hoping against hope that perhaps that number preceding "hour" will change by the end of today. hoping against hope is quite fun. trust me..

and tada i'm blogging today. hurh- sorry. see? i listen to the people.

~~

its quite weird to watch people reading ur blog. like watching sum1 reading ur diary. makes u all squirmish inside, perhaps. yet one has no qualms publishing the "diary/blog" over the whole wide world web...

n i still dont get people avidly claiming on their blogs "this is not a blog, mind u". i mean.. i DOES say xxx.blogspot.com right? see clearly. BLOG-SPOT. buh.. n then perhaps there will exist "thisisnotablog.blogspot.com" wait i check first..

yes it does exist. n tt really isnt a blog. hats off.

buh..

technically if it hadnt existed, i wld hv taken it. its quite a unique name.. oh but then.. i already hv a blog, n i've already moved site once, for those who rmb ancient times. btw, http://bakteesud.blogspot.com still exists, amazingly.

Testament of a time when i was Very Crazy in thai..

now i'm just verycrazy in english. or a sudden inspiration by wavelengths of less than 400nanometers... actually this blog title is 400nanometers, mind you.. jus that when i changed the template i changed the title from the thingie.. erf... okay..

Anw i think pple believe blog=online diary. n then guys who jus refuse to be sissy and consider having a blog/diary to be sissy refute the claim that they have a blog, even though some agree to post on xxx.blogspot.com.

to those not mathematically inclined, x refers to a random variable. it can take any value.

anw this is not an online diary. its jus a means of crapping n sharing crap with the rest of the world who bothers to read crap.

or it also could be that those who deny the existence of their blog are just in denial of their compromise with conformity. if everyone were to deny conformity, to divert from the crowd WOULD be ultimately to embrace conformity. this paradox bears wicked similarity to the "you're unique, just like everyone else" paradox. so whichever way u go, to embrace to reject conformity, ur ultimately jus following the crowd. bah.. why bother..

okay.

cheers. n peace~

The Verbal Diarrhoea Epidemic

I finally found my crumpled post-exam timetable yesterday bcos i thought all of the extra-lessons i was involved in finished yesterday. but to my horror i relised that all the extra lessons i am involved in are next week. oh horror oh agony..

oh well, so ignorance is bliss.. n i tried to refer to my archives abt my neverland post.. but i cant find it -- its buried too deep under rubble of ancient ruins.. geez..

anw, wid reference to that is bcos i relised that we all is growing up n soon we can be jailed! Oh NO!! which means we hv to watch what we do, n worse still we have to watch out for getting framed! omg.omg.. i'm paranoid. n we hv to watch abt implosive tempers.. esp me. sumhow i hv this ningling hear that sumday i'd jus lose my cool n explode n do smthg reli atrocious..

haii.. jus hope tt nvr happens lah..

or mb not. hmm.. hehe..

~.~

ah well.. anw i keep getting these images of me causing grievous hurt to the onli person i've ever despised atrociously whose name i cannot mention here bcos i cant risk anything that wld get me in trouble - especially seeing as i turn 18 eventually.. i hv to sleep it out of my memory n jus live n let live, bcos i came to a sudden realisation. there will always be folks who hate ur guts merely by the sight of it. we jus hv to get used to it.. n not contribute to that number.

anw i think i hv to be less childish lah.. cos eventually we'll all grow older n die.. might as well get prepared for getting old.. so i better start doing my work more seriously bah bah bah..

golly n then go off to ns for two more years where i hope i wont meet too atrocious characters, pardon the language..

and i relise that i've written soo many realy really long sentences in this post that i hope that none of my miniscule count of readers wld choke on the meaning. like that sentence, hurhur..

~.~

n i've been meaning to change this blogskin. should i? shld i? i was messing with photoshop jus now n got some reli reli interesting results.. here's one.. reli reli simple effect that has this sorta satin-look.

i think its quite cool, n its jus a purple background... similar to that of this blog with black (yes this blog is purple).. n then my finger jus went all runny all over the mouse-pad-thingie which i still dont noe what its called.. u noe, the little pad thing on a laptop that acts as a mouse? anyone of ye wise readers noe what its called? oh. is it a touchpad? whatever~

N then i had more fun with it after the intial 5-minute-satin-work above i decided to play arnd more.. n tadaa~!

Same starting thing. Different movements of the hand.

Then i was abt to do more rubbish when deb's friends came for a visit. n they promptly ejected us two guys out from the two computers. i shall yet hv my revenge. n i shall use my sudden fetish with photoshop to cheer ye readers/blogsurfers up with a new blog design. hurhur.. thinking of a massive refurbishment. smthg like the crap that the vj website has undergone. crap here is not used in a derogatory sense, its jus a figure of speech.

sumhow i'm beginning to consider vj my old school. yet the irony lies in the fact that i still consider anderson my school. wicked.. guess its bcos two years is half the time of four years. n i guess its short. not too short. just enough.

think i'm in such a blabbery mood bcos i hvnt talked properly to anyone in erm.. in erm.. quite a few days. oh wait. its jus one day. still, one day of non-human interaction tends to do this to u.. buh..

okay i think its quite late now, even x-men evolution finished, so my purpose for staying up has vanished. one of them. bobbie's gone to bed so.. there! all my purpose to stay up has instantaneously vanished. though i think i can go on, n on, n crap on.. but i think none of u wld read this blog properly... haha..

such a turn off.

haha

cheers~ n peace.

The School That Watched Me Grow (for 2yrs)

Pool analogy is getting useful. i shant think abt NS so quickly... imagine the dire consequences of going into the exams with NS on your mind...

Question: What is 2x2?
Answer: 4. Sir!

So moral of the story, unless u want to screw up A levels, don bother abt army right now. well i guess technically since ur answer is there, there aint no fault in it.. hurhur.. examiners wld be like.. hur?

And i've got so much to do that i dont noe where to start. so i'm starting by coming online. hehe.. n then i'll do all my stupid work.. yadayadayada..

anw, my lack of anything to blog is prob due to the fact that theres no interesting happenings.. or a severe lack of it..

but it still feels quite cool to be finally out of school n able to blog at this ungodly hour.. haha..

BUT i will miss vj.. my class, n my friends.. n the school in general..

the victoriandersonians; jz,simsy,peijoo,kelvin,shimin.. n the yr ones..

quite proud we managed to keep the victoriandersonian spirit alive for 2 years!!... we, though small, outlasted the tkgs-vjcians, n the massive cohort of the dunmanhigh-vjcians..

the class; cant name. too many..

we pulled thru.. n now we hv one final lap to go.. we are better than 3/3. we hv yth. and i think even though i'm not so close to u guys, i still feel part of the class.. n i appreciate that. we hv to go on one final class outing before we part our ways.. n as mr kan says, keep in contact. i noe onli a select few wld be seeing this blog. n i noe who thou art.. haha.. possibly the closest thing to a clique in the class.. i think the pool clan. haha.. thx.. n hope to keep in contact!

the badminton guys; chinseng,kendrick,jingren,matthew n the yr1s i.e. terry,junjie,michael,weiyang n chunhan.

Quite sad that these two years were barren years, but it was fun working together lah. i'm seriously doubting any1 of u will be reading this.. so.. hmm.. anw, year ones, terry, jia you.. next year confirm bring back top four placing!

the lecture; gobs,ushnish,christhong + fana,karthik(last year) + all the wannabe indians out there i.e. krishnan/kesmond, ashish/alvin, viknesh/victor...

i think, with all the prcs n wannabe prcs out there (i.e. most dunman high, no offense) we livened up mrfoo's lessons considerably. i think i'd be falling desperately to sleep n hence failing exams had it not been for continual bird hoots etc from the minority report, as i jus love to call it..

and finally; the 55-gang. too many to mention again..

sorry guys that i've defected to 76 recently, due to a no. of reasons, which i shant mention here.. haha.. but still, the 55 journey is so long. n esp in the first half of the first year, when there was always sum1 to take the bus all the way home.. (jen n jz, normally) haha.. but then the others i.e. alvin n desmond.. not often we find pple who are willing to start up a conversation with a complete stranger, albeit from the same school.. yeah.. more of u guys wld make singapore prolly a more vibrant place to live in..

and there's the credits for VJC.. memories tt i'm trying to dig out, even though some part of me jus blotted it away for fear of tearing on farewell assembly (which i didnt!). i'll find them yet.

thanks vjc for giving me these memories, my friends for creating them, n of course God, who sumhow got me to come to VJC even though RJ was like.. 10 mins from my house.. hurhur..

nil sine labore~

cheers~ n peace.

The Pool Analogy

Its cruel.

Just as i finish farewell assembly, n realise that YAY! my schooling days are over... i HAVE to get that dreaded reminder that says "well, ur schooling days are over. now..."

yes. NS. i got enlistment letter today.. i dont hv energy currently to put forth a cheerful face abt it, nor think abt the great benefits of NS. i noe its very good, in many ways. but still, the feeling of "freedom" or rather pseudo-freedom vanished before it had the chance to manifest itself appropriately.

hai.. so.. in case whoever is wondering, its in early jan.

but yeah, there is this part of me thats reli excited for it. n then theres the other part thats trying to think of loopholes for it.

excited for the prospect of loopholes?? riight..

Anw, ChrisChua made a great (unintentional) philosophy, n let me share it.

life is like a pool game. there are times when u are in control of it, and then there are times that u arent in control of it.. but crucially, when ur not in control of it, its always better not to think abt it - added stress. in the pool-analogy, when ur opponent is at the table, dont bother thinking of what he's doing. jus relax.

But when u ARE in control, take ur chances, make it count. and thats how u win the game of pool/life.

speaking of pool - i jus went to play jus now, n yeah.. didnt reli lose touch, but not as though i'm overly thrilled of playing again. but it was quite fun seeing its the last time we go play pool after school's end.

N schools end. its inevitable, n welcome to a certain extent. Welcome in the sense that no more school-induced stress n pressure, dreaded in the way of loss of friends and fun.

yet, without loss, gain has no meaning. so with this loss, we learn to treasure what we have, no matter from which era - sec sch, pri sch, jc...

n then we move on to the next era where we'll meet new faces whom we befriend, n some familiar faces too. NS characters wld be much more diverse, n diversity implies richness.

But i wont forget the place(s) i come from

N i wont forget all the ones that i've loved...

Breakaway (KellyClarkson)

Cheers~ n peace..

The Cool Organ

I actually played on the main-church organ today!!! woohooo in front of say.. hundreds of pple.. scary... but quite cool, i hope i get an opportunity to play again n hopefully next time my leg wont shake on the expression pedal like it always does.. geez... its hard enough to try to play n follow the cantor without hearing excessive percussion from the rattling expression pedal that resonates upon receiving driving frequency from the leg..

and yes, no typo there - the organist does hv to follow the cantor, not the other way round.. added stress for the organist, but needless to say, thankfully there exists a conductor to help smoothen things out, attempting to direct both.

But it was wicked cool... haha..

okay i think there's still plenty of work to be done - chem mainly. n i guess maths c to an extent too.. so toodles.. n avatar rockx..

cheers~ n peace.

n i hv this feeling that gneake will interpret the title of this post with a pervetic inclination again. it's bait. hurhur.. wait'n'see.. hehe =)

Bed-Wedding

Ahh.. what bliss.

I had such a sleepy day today. slept in. slept long. just kept sleeping. n yes, in between all those sleeping i managed to salvage some work.

But then, the soporific feeling caused by studying is so overwhelming that i couldnt get much work done. everytime i sit down to do work, i suddenly get drowsy n head for my bed. no wonder they invent a bed-less domain for students, i.e. school. its to torture us cos no matter how tired we feel, we still dont hv a bed to rest our weary bodies upon. geez... mean..

anw, i finally made a dramatic diversion from my increasingly dulling lifestyle. i celebrated a birthday. anw i shant publicise whose bdae cos it might induce unwanted jacking. hurhur.. or cake smashing (which is such a worthy waste of fine cake)...

brings a new point. which is worse? jacking or cake smashing? hmmm.. ponder it.

but twas fun cos we played one game.. i lazy to describe. go rais's blog. got description there. hurhur.. but instead of touching the nose, we drank water. problems there:

1. we were eating peanuts which were thirst-inducing, so we'd jus drink any time. for eg.
   A says "i hv nvr kissed B's girlfriend" and say B has to drink bcos B has kissed B's girlfriend.
   but say i'm thirsty at that time and take a drink... i'll leave the rest to your imagination.. hehe..
2. my bladder was at bursting point. geez.. the whole 55 bus ride was like so uncomfortable.. n i was so worried n thinking of what wld happen if i happened to lose control of my bladder. not pleasant...

But it was fun, though perhaps it might hv been better to play wid girls too? haha.. we'd definitely be getting more juicy details. ngehngeh..

but ultimately, i think i got hungover on the water, if tts ever possible. haha.. unless sumbody spiked the drink. hurhur.. which wld, of course, explain our addiction to it. hehe.. in any case, the point was i couldnt wake up this morning. plus the rain was making my bed even more seductive. the soft pitterpatter of the rain drops carressing the roof.. easy not to wake up from that.

plus i was dead tired. for some reason. n omg, i hv so much chem to do left.. i onli finished biochem n inorganic chem, but hey.. i finished smthg right? haha.. n oh, i got back GP yesterday. got B3. wicked cool, cos i nvr gotten B3 before!!! yippeeee!! hahaha...

why is it always the case that when i get B for GP, i must screw up one A level subject? hmmm.. weird.. hope i can get good score for actual A level. but wont come without much effort in. it seems a long time, n golly geez.. i hope i dont get my call-up any time soon. NS is reli currently the furthest away of my worries, n i wish it to remain that way. (there's no offence here to the singapore gov't, in any way...).. now must be careful of wat pple interpret on blogs.. my my..

n i'm feeling in such a yakky mood.. i think i'm gg to pick of my phone n start calling pple.. hehe.. or perhaps studying? haha..

anw, i watched triple nine today again. its great to watch TV programmes from eons ago when mark richmond was still in the entertainment industry, let alone an actor. but triple nine is quite cool.. though, of course, some might argue that it might pale in comparison to CSI or Alias.. i think its quite funny/cute. especially mark richmond's character..

oh well.. i'd be off now, study chem plus what else.. hehe.. toodles

cheers~ n peace.

All Four Back

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i jus looked back n saw me hoping for four A's. too bad. it aint coming. got one C liao.. but well.. i reli shld stop complaining for my laziness to study chem... buhhh..

but my other marks all came in four the four subs. n yay! i got A for FM!!! yay!!! and its a continually increasing curve of marks!! yayness!.. lets apply linear regression n predict wat grade i'll get for f-maths a'level? haha.. riiight..

but chem. tts a reli sharp drop. really really sharp drop. oh well. shuddup ben.

n i'm so freaking tired. eyes drrooping in school and all.. yawnnn.. this is wad happens when u torture urself by doing chem over n over again. hehe.. lets finish it as soon as possible?.. haha..

n my life has taken a sudden turn towards boringness. its jus boring - onli lessons. n studying to think abt. haii..

boreedd... n too tired to study.. arf.. n there's rumours abt moderation for chem. if that'll do any good. lets hope, shall we? hurhur.. but not keep our hopes too high..

-MAFMPHCH-

cheers. yawn.

Post One-Oh-One

i think post 100 was soo lame. so here's post 101. hurhur..

Anw, we got back marks. yes. in short, they were okay as a whole. bcos physics was quite good. =D; maths was all right; chem was shitty. really shitty. i got C-D.. we dont know yet, cos one last qn to mark. so right now, its hovering at D. but if i pass the last question, i scrape a C. but still.. its not an A. (yeah, i noe u all are going "damn him").. but still.. its quite low, i think. but then, ultimately, thinking back, i think i deserve it. okay.

I wont disclose any of my marks here. hehe...

Anw, its already the final lap, n i'm losing steam. we hv to study but i jus cant muster enough energy to do so. the P-word, Procastination is the name of the game. hai.. plus i hv no energy to even blog nicely. sorrie.

well except for one thing which i jus rmbed cos i jus wanted to type smthg that i realised i shld censor. hmph.. i noe pple think its quite dumb that blogs are "monitored" n students can get suspended for saying the wrong things, and tt they say tt its an infringement of privacy yada-yada-yada..

I'm sure Singaporeans understand that their actions affect others. A responsible society doesnt need monitoring. i'm sure a little harmless badmouthing of teachers shld be allowed as its an expression of the students emotions. i'm sure teachers dont go looking for hate msgs by typing in their name into a search engine and searching for all websites. that would be dumb, and just a form of self torture.

And i'm sure other pple do have the common sense not to tell teachers that there is reli awful stuff abt them. ignorance is bliss, any idiot noes that. but still, i dont condone reli horrible stuff. which, from what i hear can be reli bad n horridly mean. oh wells.. there are always bad elements in any society. we just cant eliminate that.

or so it seems.

so to any1 i offended, i apologise..

oh well.. A levels coming soon.. boring entry. buh.

cheers~ n goodluck...