Writing here is becoming a termly affair, or so it seems... Every school holidays, but then again, these hols are not for relaxing at all.. Midyears immediately after this hols.. haiz.. ive studied chem, and little of physics.. still got de whole of maths to go.. but well, im going from hardest to easiest in my opinion.. for me la.. ok then.. everything is fine, i hope.. nothing much going on. oh ya.. my badminton standards is falling.. and i noe why.. cos frankly. I HATE THE GAME! hahaha well.. ok i got that out.. (it was an exaggeration), i jus beginning to lose interest.. (ok that was slightly of an understatement) anyway.. my fitness is gone. GONE!! nothing left. nope not nufflink. zilch. best part: i lost interest to build it up again. haha.. ok maybe jus give a while off. ok me hopes that the site will be all and readily new soon. pple do say its bland, n i tend to agree slightly. come on, neither creativity, art, computer design, nor html were ever part of my wide range of fortes.
hahahaha ok im kidding. not so wide range. ok? no? narrow range?. nuh huh? no range? fine.. whatever... im in a hyper mood.. no wonder why. this is the time of the night when im most awake.
then again.. i cant study so late at night.. and i sleep the whole morning away, and i feel like resting in the afternoon, and in the evening must go park (MUST), and in the night, well, theres loads of good shows on the telly... so well, thats why i still hv got lots and lots of studying left... which i will start SOON! maybe now. adieu~

Hai.. so many tutorials left undone.. but heck them, later can do.. but must do before church, cos after church gonna play at marine parade.. try la.. haha.. its actually quite fun la... hahaha love badminton.. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.. hahahha im weird.. heehex~
I can feel it comin back.. im returning to full form.. im sure of that, and i shall return, must hv debbie's racquet, thats de best.. i think, or colin's for power, or my own for control.. sooo many choices.. haha i think i don care, just care that im gaining confidence.. haha..
Ok, i was going to talk abt test.. some pple still hv onli lost one mark in their tests.. all seven of them in total.. wat the.. i mean.. 100% for F-maths????????????? *faints* (yet again) i tell u.. only..... nvm.. i talk abt this and i'll get jealous.. well i don care la. don hv to get full marks in everything.. 'A' is enough.. hahah! yeah! And plus i hv badminton... yeah.. tts heavy.. and i need to slack too. it says so on my pencil case.. hahahahah! YEAH..
Hai pple not telling me wats going on in their life... haha maybe im kaypoh.. should jus ask rite.. i guess im VERY kaypoh. maybe its concern, maybe its kaypoh. guess there is a fine line between the two.. hahaha... okok.. i shouldnt care? or should i? depends on wat they want... =).. ok time to eat now! so late huh?
hahahahaha
~Wiedersehen~

Like this song? Eternal Flame... couldnt find my fave song (At the beginning), so well, this would hv to do, cos its de best i could find... haha =P.. ok i just put in de song btw.. hope u can hear it.. btw if u cant pls tell me and i'll just get a headache trying to put it back inside.. nice song in any case..
Ok, since de last entry, i hv received an a**whipping of my life in badminton... 15-0, 15-3... not good. but nvm... there's no use lamenting over it.. so de pilot pen dream is over for this year... watch out for me next year. pilot pen as well as kerala association cup! haha hopefully.. de time has arrived for peeris domination of de kerala assoc. badminton once again. just hv to watch out for de oldies... haha... colin n i la.. hopefully he can get a fair bit of power by next year... coming up la..
there's some stinking f maths test coming.. stinking, yet im looking forward to dying.. prob gonna fail, but heck la.. hahahaha... Ø finish camp.... tired... haha nowan talk me... hahahahahaha laterz...
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gotta study for fmaths test. and finish up de stupid tutorials. lots and lots and lots of them. and i still cant get the heck understand applications of theory of eqns. can get de ans, but don understand how???
haiz... complicated sial.. FURTHER math... Sa, Sab, Sabg, abgd stupid things... hahahaha waiting in anticipation for stupidity. very free today, but must use it to study... AIRcon room! yay! hahahaha and no brother and sister for now.. but coming soon too... hahah better get work done before that happens... bro arrive, peace leaves.. i just wonder why... =D haha

ah... Just finished changing de whole blog. "renovation" haha.. If you like, just say so.. i'll try to find de tag board soon. i've lost it.. and so de word scrolling.. but they'll be back, wif a vengeance. haha... as in they'll look a lot better. I'm sure. oh btw, if u don like it... TOO BAD.. cos this is MINE.. ALL MINE.. wahahahaha.. ok lame la.. haha.. anyway.. that was tiring seriously.. and i think.. i could have been doing hw at that time.. but well.. nvm. Hw doesnt help de brain, refurbishing ur blog does.. haha... im not rallying support here against hw.. though i wish i were.. haha... heck la.. wonder how many pple still go do up their blogs nowadays.. stressful jc life... haha.. but then.. now is HOLIDAYS.. but anyway i think i can come back every week.. on weekends.. damn bored.. pple disappear to sc camp la.. nobody left.. heex~! nvm.. perhaps i find solace in soliloquay. haha feeling much better i think.

Ok it has been ages. One whole term in fact. Btw, it is the last day of term one. - pause for celebrations - Realli hv to be thankful for the hols.. VJC is pretty stressful, and its onli the first three months. Terrified of what is in store. But alas, curiousity overcomes all fear. Curious fear.
A term plagued by ups and downs has drawn to a close. Made a huge decision on 19th Feb. Never been happier because of that... Strange... But the curious fear is omnipresent in my life. Ubiquitous. My mind is plagued by doubt. Doubt in what lies ahead. The future is bleak, not a great chance of happiness... But... (from yesterday's reading: 'A blessing on the man who puts his trust in the Lord, with the Lord for his hope. [Jer. 17:7]' - quite appropriate reading... yeah... miraculous ways...
Just had Pre-U seminar selection "interview" today. Really hoping against hope and chance that i will make it. But i shall place my trust in Him. That reali would help reduce chance of mental breakdown, and to be plagued by the dominance of materialism and things of the flesh and of man.
At Peace again.

Okay back again.... JC starts... orientation was fun... me was the Voice of Kings for the role play... haha.. fun... slacking scriptwriter too... muahahahahaha.... then for dance... got miself reali sweaty... all the same, twas damn fun... and made friends (yay!!!) [YEAH ALL OF YOU!!!!!!] okay... lemme think now..
Oh lessons hv started... like mi teachers a lot... look good... yeah... but sec. sch teachers good too =D... haha... oh yeah got 11 scholars in class... cool rite? hahaha. ok malay, surprisingly wasnt bad (cikgu syed salim)... finally, i come home b4 sunset... YEAH
ok lemme see... anything else to say? ok yeah... VJC mass dances rule! 6 times the fun! - whiney whiney; tribal dance; la bamba; neutron dance; friendship dance; and I WANT YOu.. tts cool btw... so damn tough though.. ok tts abt all... wait one more thing...
YO VJC!!!!!!!!!!! WASSUP!!!

My Stars Pic in the backgrnd has disappeared... so nvm.. i'll tell u the backgrnd is supposed to be stars... Haha... it'ld be nicer with them Music of Heaven behind me. haiz.... Nvm... Life is busy... sooooooo busy... heex... not enuf time to write a simple letter... mb can use this blog to transmit the letter huh... heex.... nvm that... tonight i will... but right now lazy... and so boring summore... nobody is online... wait lemme check... well almost nobody to disturb... heex.... going for badminton again, can say i suck at it now... better whip myself back into shape... SOON... VJC team is diff to enter... hahaz~ so hv 2 slp soon... haiz... and first muz write tt letter... hahaz~...
~Wiedersehen~

oOo My bdae is just over..... So touched my friends were there for me~!.. such lovely presents.... some tasty, some nice smell (heex marie), some nice to see (i got a new pet... christened Blossom) [PPG] hahaz.... and some really touching =). Great bdae... andertainment helped too.. though i was thrown upstage to blow candles... hahahaha... great day... ended fine too... finally 16~! YEAH~!

The tide has all but swung... I am now all but bored... very busy... to the pt of hectic... hahahaha. Today go to St Gabs Sec, try to buy racquet

OK im finally satisfied, or at least half satisfied, with the template... to the extent of actually admitting that its my work hahahahaha... ok. Everyday is boring, save today.
Went to Expo with keegan... chunmin.... marie... apey... yeah~ and was drawn into the Bodyworks exhibits... (yikes~!) - my poor wallet - and yeah my resources were all but drained... so sad... but perhaps i made up abit...

heex Shopping was sooo cheap... got bookfair (Penguin) and also JohnLittle sale... cheap but not cheap enough for my poor wallet... anyway going back tomorrow...

great way to overcome the problem of me rotting at home... muahahahahaha.... from now on i aint gonna stick at home... me going out hehex~; perhaps to Expo again tmr =P... one more change to the template... =D... Later... ~Wiedersehen~

tsk tsk... testing... haha... hm... just trying smthg new to protect my sanity, to fill my time, and to diminish my sense of boredom that has been growing within me since the loss of my purpose in life (the o's) hahahaha... let the vanquishing of the enemy Boredom begin~